Monday, October 31, 2005

haiix. shwu tyng nw doing all de workk, kenot do captionns, sho nw i m sufingg de net n lookingg at shyt whenn i can actually go online, play maple n finishh 5 quest usingg all dis tym. kaobeii larhhs. nw in de com rm postingg dis blogg, nt evenn sure can b publishedd anot... shwu tyng jus checkk me n sayy i complainingg. =.=

haiix.. dancingg pon de replay n singingg dats wadd friendds r forr on gradution dayy, 171105.. sobbx sobbx. last dayy in da skuu.. i love BENDEMEER PRIMARY! woohoooo.....!!

siann nw. arhh.. jus can't stopp grumblingg abt de sianness i'm handlingg..

we loved.♥ 3:21 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

dowann to playy bball lerhhs, quit. maybe afterr de probationn periodd denn i playy. meanwhile, stayy hm n rot is da best optionn for me. boredd larhhs.

todayy i pontang. supposedd to b sharr pontangg wif me, buut she hadd *diarrhhoea* de dayy b4 alr. n i haven foundd an excuse to excuse myself. siannx narhhs. dayys afterr dis, i shall swearr to playy faithfully n crazilyy in otherr ppl's hse.

hehhs. siianx. ytd, we went to de SHYTwater plant. wadd de fuck manx, go dere drinkk SHYTwater niiax. chloe n i kept disturbingg ourselves n kept tokingg abt SHYT. came bakk snoringg in de bus. n i meant bothh of us.

CH still havenn cum bakk yet, so i declare myself as SIBEI siannx. waitingg for him to cum bakk sho dat i can playy a proper game wif him. kao beii larhhs, gt ppl jio him siiax. kenot belive, dis kindd of pl, ppl aso wann. no sense of TASTE sehh. kaox.

wantedd to c de 4sided kacheng will react to de graduationn interview. bet she will freak out n CRY. muahahahahahahaaa. bet everyone is in skuu nw. can't belive i m left at hm, alone, lazingg aroundd abt on de chairr postingg dis blogg. may go out ltrr.. but dunno where. sumwhere i can hide my tears n shut of of dis universe. switchh off my brainn n slpp eternally. when will dat happen?

im havingg dis dyingg feeling again, lyk de last tym. will sumone help me again. i believe i have nt changed at all. still so stupidd, childishh n tinking abt dying all overr again. WHY..

Daphne Khoo - Paper
reflections on the water
i share with you on my blank paper
call out ur name as if i dont know you or i had you replaced
were you real and were you here?
what is this feeling that i fear?
open up and make things clear
do you love me? oohh...

[chorus]
screaming aloud wont help but it makes me feel better
nothing compares to this
why are we still here shouldnt we have moved
but still we stayi cannot be with you
let me go..

the scars upon your headpierce through my soul
yet i can't love youthe way that you love me
why can't you seethat like this we won't last
trust me we will be just fine
let go of these feelings you feign inside
i know in just a matter of time
we'll be fine

[chorus]

were you real
and were you here
what is this feeling that i fear
[chorus] X2

we loved.♥ 11:24 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005

jus nw went to c lixin's friendsterr profiile. ps zhang de hao da lerhh worrs.. zhangg gao lerhh henn henn henn duo. hehhs. hehh hehh sayy he buey hao baii. i tinkk shudd b true. nt surre. i dowann to noe. ppl change. i feel sadd. n i nv wann to noe why.

m i getting to boredd wif bball? i tink so. dese few dayys, bball soundds lyk a get lost to me. dunno narhhs. maybe playy till too siiann lerhhs.

aniwayys, COLDsotong, giv me my taggs n testiis!! n, maybe i'm really too demadingg. if i m, wo shi fen de bao qian. u n ur complicatedd plan.. flawless.. hehhs. farniie JEHH.. nehhs. still KORR soundds betaa. n straighterr. lolls. heyys, anitym u dowann to call me or sms me , let me noe. u dunn hv to lie n sayy dat u weren't smsing. ok? i trust u. iLu. iMu. iNu.

life forr me has nt changedd. well, maybe it has. i hate my home. i dowann to b in de hse for anotherr minute. i wanna run. i wanna hide. i wanna be protectedd.

WHO WILL?

dreaming of eu. LOLLS!!

we loved.♥ 11:01 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

errs.. korr arhhs, if u c dis post, i jus wanna apologise. i ytd nv slpp until 12pm.. aniiwayys, qiu zek dio lehhs. tiia.. sobbx.. siianx arhhs everydayy. chalet lykk v farnn nehhs. sobbx. hugg u hugg u larhhs. LOL. warm hug. siianx larhhs. tokk to eu arhhs, farnyy siiax.

we loved.♥ 9:05 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

in love again? haiix. jus hope nt.. korr arhhs, if u c dis post, i'm sorry. i tinkk u kenot trust me lerhhs. i din slpp.
ytd, chunhei came bakk, first tingg he said, siianx. wtf. chunhei wore dat pink respect my ass shirt. hu wans to respect him.. if he makkes dat freakingg decision, i ain gonna respect him. haiix.
went to buy 2 paiirs of slippers, 1 for me n de otherr for fangg. bought a skirt too. adds to my collection of skirts. nw i hv 3.. lolls. boredd to stiff. jus lazingg ard everydayy. lookingg forr my korr to b free n bugg him. hehhs. he sayy putrii is smart, well i agree. but i dunno when is she gg bakk to ind.. sobbx. gonna miss herr.

we loved.♥ 11:39 PM

hehhs. i'm finally bakk, so boredd i jus felt lyk updating. maybe afterr dis, i will update everydayy. well, part of my life is ruinedd. reason? bball. repution gone. arghhs. dese feww dayys, tinking abt him again. haiix. makingg me sad n sloppyy. but well, i tryy to be happy, n wad happenns? my right hand's index finger gets swollen. it hurts, real badd. all bcos of stupidd kachai. hit de ball marhhs, hit my hand FOR WHAT.

haiix. hope ppl still visit my blogg. lykk sharmaine, hu spams.
hope i GETaLIFE.

we loved.♥ 12:24 AM